Saturdays…
…can be my fasting days…
obvo, i try and fast throughout the week too, but parents…
But on saturday, no one is up when I go to work, I get home, and work in my room all day, and go out again for work in the evenings, then stay at the boyfs…
PLAN!!!
Must stock up on pepsi max then :P
So mum’s given me these supplements…
… they raise your metabolism, apparently…
no food + higher metabolism = massive weightloss :D
and she’s giving money for me for lunches!! new clothes? yes please!!
A stranger today…
…told me I had a great figure :P
I was trying on my prom dress, and when i came out of the changing rooms the woman who was manning them said that to me!! made me really happy <3
Why on earth do I ever think eating is a good idea??!!
I love the feeling of being hungry, and have no problem with being hungry AS LONG AS I’m AT COLLEGE… any other time? Hey, I’m bored, i’ll eat… its fucking subconscious and i hate it and its making me fat, and why cant I be thin?? do i not deserve to be thin?? ok, maybe not… doesn’t mean i cant try :/